The memoir and companion podcast
Beyond Absence
How My Parents’ Absence Shaped My Life Without Deciding It
I grew up in foster care in St. Croix. My parents’ absence left me with questions about where I belonged and who I could become. This memoir is the story of choosing my name, finding my identity in Christ, and living the life God made possible.

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Follow the story as I write it.
I’m writing the book alongside the podcast. I’ll share selected passages and reflections on The Soul Revivalist and post videos for the series on YouTube.
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A faith-based guide for women who are weary from carrying too much. Explore biblical rest, reflect on what is draining you, and begin rebuilding at a pace you can sustain.